snowy woods

[Sightseek]

Originally Posted by clyde

I realize I am the only one here with no life.As if that were not enough--I am haunted.Haunted by reoccurring signs only a fool would ignore.They can be painful.They are so random,yet so direct...so much making me find them by the mistakes I make.

They are not set in such a way that I can follow a plan.Maybe ..maybe only one way could I take them,that way.But I won't do,that way.Don't believe that's what they mean anyway.I really think whatever/whoever is the master of all this;the end is nowhere near being apparently---near.Nor obvious.Although, I thought it was.I thought it was apparent,obvious ...and the end near.And just as empty as it wound up being; it was far more saddening.Yet...by what seems such a cruel event,another sign becomes so obvious, so apparent.As well as baffling as ever,but they are too clear ..as ever. I don't know why some of them are so terrible.Feel guilty because of this,but I am not the one doing it.

I have ..no one to talk to,really.I want... no one to talk to, really.I have a listener.That is best for me now.

I do know I am insane.So rest easy.I would not kill anyone here.Rest easier.


But there is a utility pole and a traffic sign that I really hate ...not far from here.

By suns rise, they will be oddly missing from this life because I am going to kill them both tonight.

Whenever you feel this way, you just have to ask yourself one question......














What would Zenyatta do?

[geeker2]

YES !!

or what would the Stooges do

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qwirW...eature=related

[clyde]

Holy Merciful Mother of GOD!!!





I hope I DO die.

[clyde]

Originally Posted by geeker2

YES !!

or what would the Stooges do

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qwirW...eature=related

We are very sick people!

[clyde]

Last mention...Laura Rachel Deming.Born August 12 ,1984.Single and oldest of 4 girls.

[clyde]

I had a hang fire dream last night.


God I hate when that happens!!!!

[clyde]

Dr.Osba...good,said he has a fine Corinthian Leather couch.

[clyde]

This is now the Official Snowy Woods Doo Dah Song.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mqI81Xa2mFk...noodle version III





tssssssssssssssss

[geeker2]

Originally Posted by clyde

Last mention...Laura Rachel Deming.Born August 12 ,1984.Single and oldest of 4 girls.

she was so young

cancer?

[clyde]

Originally Posted by geeker2

she was so young

cancer?

Yes.

She thought it was a bad cold that developed into pneumonia---she went to doctor---found she had terminal lung cancer which had spread throughout.

That's all I really know,Geeker.

[my miss storm cat]

THank you for the poem.

Originally Posted by clyde

Last mention...Laura Rachel Deming.Born August 12 ,1984.Single and oldest of 4 girls.

You don't have to do a last mention. I mean you don't have to say it. The implication is that of an apology.

Don't.

I almost lost it when that poor horse in Singapore died last week (people must think i'm insane).... God you can talk about people. Well listen. We all need to let stuff out. You go mad if you hold it all in.

I had a friend, Markie. Same type of thing... bad cold that got worse and worse, went to the doctor, pneumonia and within a couple of weeks he was on life support. Testicular cancer. He was 38. Nice guy.

If i wanted to ramble about him or needed to? I would. I would and i would here.

People lose their pets and do so HERE.

So understand... you don't have to preface or pardon or any of it.

If you want to talk about her, we understand.

If you need to, we understand.

Okay? Deal?

[clyde]

Originally Posted by my miss storm cat

THank you for the poem.

Shirley..you know I love you.





You don't have to do a last mention. I mean you don't have to say it. The implication is that of an apology.

Don't.

I almost lost it when that poor horse in Singapore died last week (people must think i'm insane).... God you can talk about people. Well listen. We all need to let stuff out. You go mad if you hold it all in.

I had a friend, Markie. Same type of thing... bad cold that got worse and worse, went to the doctor, pneumonia and within a couple of weeks he was on life support. Testicular cancer. He was 38. Nice guy.

Jesus...terrible.I don't realize how luck I really am.

If i wanted to ramble about him or needed to? I would. I would and i would here.

People lose their pets and do so HERE.

So understand... you don't have to preface or pardon or any of it.

If you want to talk about her, we understand.

If you need to, we understand.

Okay? Deal?

This is a deal,Gooey.

Thank you.

[clyde]

Originally Posted by Sightseek

Whenever you feel this way, you just have to ask yourself one question......




















What would Zenyatta do?

Oh boy.



I am good enough..I am smart enough..and ZENYADDA---people like me!!

I will Boothy Excercise to this wonderful song:


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pz2kv...ext=1&index=24