here it goes...

[GBBob]

Originally Posted by jcs11204

i cant go that route, thats not me going and talking and opening up... i have been thinking about just venting on here, and that took 6 months....i care about my sons more then her, but i cant help that i love her.... i cant control my feelings, what will a theripist do? he cant make me not love her, so i dont know, its just a bad situation

you are just being selfish then if you won't try. There are no easy answers to your problem, but I can promise you that talking to a therapist would help you.

good luck