Anyone ever just not care anymore?

I love racing all the time. I dont think I have ever gone through a spell where I didnt care. To me, there is much more to racing than what goes on at the track. I love the politics, what tracks try to do, the bickering between jocks, trainers, owners and tracks, I am beginning to love the breeding side. To me, there is always something to be excited about when it comes to this great sport.