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Originally Posted by 2MinsToPost

To those I offended a couple months back. I decided to go back with my best friend alcohol and in turn I become, with the bottle in my hand, a different person then who I really am. Alcohol in my system turns me into an animal without a cage.

I vaguely recall blasting Hooves, thats it. I'm sure I said much more knowing how I roll under the influence.

I got some sober time under my belt now, a great suport system and got some medical help as well.

I missed this place and consider a handfull of you my friends, you know who you are. I won't be back on here for a long while because part of my recovery is staying away from all forms of gambling for the near future.

To those whom want to stay in touch, all I ask is say a prayer as I have a long, long road to go. No job, lost most of my personal belongings, my health is still in limbo from the alcohol abuse, etc etc blah blah blah.

I just needed to get this heart felt apology out, its part of my recovery.

No Saratoga this year but maybe 2011.

Take care guys,

Curt

If every journey of significance starts with a first meaningful step let this one be remembered as a heartfelt beginning to the gift of sobriety. If you want what others have may you have fortune to do what others do.....GL