Sorry
To those I offended a couple months back. I decided to go back with my best friend alcohol and in turn I become, with the bottle in my hand, a different person then who I really am. Alcohol in my system turns me into an animal without a cage.
I vaguely recall blasting Hooves, thats it. I'm sure I said much more knowing how I roll under the influence.
I got some sober time under my belt now, a great suport system and got some medical help as well.
I missed this place and consider a handfull of you my friends, you know who you are. I won't be back on here for a long while because part of my recovery is staying away from all forms of gambling for the near future.
To those whom want to stay in touch, all I ask is say a prayer as I have a long, long road to go. No job, lost most of my personal belongings, my health is still in limbo from the alcohol abuse, etc etc blah blah blah.
I just needed to get this heart felt apology out, its part of my recovery.
No Saratoga this year but maybe 2011.
Take care guys,
Curt
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