Your life is empty and you have nothing of real meaning in your life, beyond your kid(s).
All this stuff that causes interference in your life, you have it there to keep you away from any serious introspection, so you don't have to deal with any ugly truths about yourself, or face the prospect of changing things that are hard to change.
Once you realize that things such as careers, useless material possessions and expectations are bullshit thrown at you to keep you in line with everyone else, things will change in your life.
Of course, one must work in this world, so my belief there is to find something that you enjoy doing (or that you are passionate about, as I think Elvis said) and figure out how to make a buck or two at it.
Don't sweat the stupid stuff.
Figure out what you want in a woman and put yourself in situations to meet her. And remember this when looking at a woman, what she looks like today will not be what she looks like in 30 years.
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