Thank you all for your replies

,Sorry i didn't reply straight away but as you can guess im on abit of a Rollercoaster @ the minute,In fact i found it so hard to read them as i kept on choking up that it took me 3 days

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Got the phone call acouple of hours ago it came back positive & i have callback on Friday .
Im Ok with it had the usuall hit with a baseball bat again & why me episode but that lasted 1/2 a hour went for a run to clear the mind & am really fine

,Called a mate & his response was so suppose i better have a beer with ya before you cark it !!! Something as simple as that can be so good for the soul

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So no more sad bits have a
Great week i know im as excited as a 16yr old losing his virginity about the Caulfield Cup on Sat.