CAL
I empathize So strongly with your situation
Three years ago I lost my Dear friend + tenant of 18 years
{Criminal Type} = Who also played on this forum
Since then I have been alone with my Cat + Dog for company
Two years ago the ranch I had been at for 13 years = CLOSED
I had to move my horse to another location and at the same time
Lost all my Horse friends, Social Interaction + horses I loved seeing
4 Months Later My Dear Friend + Horse Helper was found DEAD

Sitting in her truck at the barn.. She was only 50 years old!
I only have 3 human friends none of whom live near me
i see My Best Fiend “Soul Sister” 1 day a week = IF Lucky
As a former Professional Enterainer, I used to go dancing once a week
But in recent years not wishing to drive in the dark ~
{Drunks, Deer, Drunk Deer, NO Streetlights Where I Live}
My only form of “Entertainment” + Joy {Kittens Joy Of Course}
My Cat ~ My Dog ~ My Horse ~ DVR + Thoroughbred Racing Contests
My Deepest Heartfelt Hope ~
In the event of what seems inevitable = all the tracks shut down

We continue a conversation on this forum
If only to share Horse stories or discuss other topics
Please don’t let the forum go the way of the Dodo Bird ~
This too shall pass ... though it may take a while
Horses will be running on the track again
And hopefully we will all still be here together
